Conversion to Indifference

by Interlucid

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This is my second EP. It was originally inspired by difficult challenges I faced as I wrapped up my time at college, got married, and eventually found a job. I'm glad to say that I've overcome most things I was worried about then. Of course I have a whole new set of problems now. You'll probably hear about those in the next album.

Throughout this time I had to come to terms with how music would fit in my life. At first I tried to produce other people's music for a living, but that failed dismally. So, I got a job in software engineering. I let that and video games eat up a lot of my time for a while. Eventually I decided I would try to release this album and then maybe focus on some more instrumental stuff until I buy a house and get a better studio space (currently I'm living in a one bedroom 450 sq ft apartment with my wife).

Now you know some of the story behind why things have been going the way they have. I hope you stay tuned for the future, because I'm just getting started.

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released October 17, 2018

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Interlucid Provo, Utah

Interlucid is Brandon der Blätter, hailing from Provo, Utah. This one man band is slowly revolutionizing the alt / indie / 80s / synth / electronic scene, one note at a time.

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Track Name: Nobody Knows
Two weeks ago I didn't know
I had a heart and now it's broken

True love I thought I found but now
I guess it's clear I’ll keep on lookin’

I used to wonder if you knew that I existed
Now I know you are aware not interested

And nobody knows
'Cause nobody cares
No one remembers
When I was there

Nobody sees
Nobody cries
Nobody questions
My lying eyes

We're still friends 'cause I pretend
I'm over you and it's alright

You live your life I fake a smile
My injury you'll never find

I loved you more than any girl I've ever known
But I guess it's fine I'll spend my life alone

And nobody knows
'Cause nobody cares
No one remembers
When I was there

Nobody sees
Nobody cries
Nobody questions
My lying eyes

Yeah, go talk to that guy over there.
He's way more attractive than I am
He would never hurt you
I'm sure he'll exceed all your hopes and dreams

And nobody knows
'Cause nobody cares
No one remembers
When I was there

Nobody sees
Nobody cries
Nobody questions
My lying eyes
Track Name: Pressure
Sweaty palms and a shivering heart
Mind giving out when I need to play a part
Clenched teeth in a circumstance
What I would give for my brain to understand...

...the pressure's on
Oh the pressure's on

Out of time to deliberate
Wasting away as I'm deciding fate
Losing grip on reality
For honor or panic or pain it's up to me...

...the pressure's on
Oh the pressure's on

Meditate on the consequence
Dodging commitment as I sit on the fence
Run away from my pride and shame
What will they know that I've done when they hear my name

...the pressure's on
Oh the pressure's on
Track Name: Menial Meaning
What can you feel when your heart is past feeling

Working for some menial meaning

Building a boat that will never stop leaking

Dream of money, spend your money on dreaming

Lift up your head, look into the sky

Or so they say, I don’t know why

I’ve tried to let go and fly away

But when I dream, I feel the same!

Crawl into bed, doubts are better unsaid

Tangling and fighting inside of your head

When finding a purpose is too large of a feat

Each battle of reason another retreat

Lift up your head, look into the sky

Or so they say, I don’t know why

I’ve tried to let go and fly away

But when I dream, I feel the same!

[bridge]

Lift up your head, look into the sky

Or so they say, I don’t know why

I’ve tried to let go and fly away

But when I dream, I feel the same!
Track Name: The Struggle
Tryin' to be kind
Do you think I'll lose my mind?
They're hiding in their lies
Will they ever come to light?

Lying in the haze
Where reason goes to waste
Fight it out a million ways
Until we're fully fazed

Am I ever free
To but pretend I'm who I'd be
Why can't they ever see
That the problem isn't me?

I should just move on
Since we never get along
They're right and I am wrong
So let's sing a song, like

[instrumental chorus]

I get to decide
'Cause I'm so sure I'm right
I say enough to slight
And finish in a fight

Wait and look at me
I'm a frozen harmony
I rule hypocrisy
Bite my tongue until I bleed

Will I ever earn
The right to be assured
Can confidence occur
When my thoughts are in a blur

What am I to do
When my mind is under coup
No solution comes to view
So let's hum a tune, like

[instrumental chorus]

Where else can I go
I have nothing more to show
Why can't I take it slow
Will I ever knoooooooooooow
Track Name: Coming My Way
You ask me why I'm still in school
I know you finished years ago
It's easy when your cares are few
Your balance never low

But my grades won't be recorded
If I'm working to afford it

So I'll never graduate


Good things keep coming my way
They never quite get here
but who’s gonna say
That I’m not bursting with joy
'cause good things keep coming my way


With each new job my rate goes down
What gives if I'm more qualified
I haven't graduated yet
I promise you I tried

They don't care that I'm earning it
Just that I have an internship

I'll never get a raise


Good things keep coming my way
They never quite get here
but who’s gonna say
That I’m not bursting with joy
'cause good things keep coming my way


Oh we've been writing several months
And we've been kissing several weeks
I make her feel so special
And I pay for what she eats

But when I ask her for her hand
She won't commit to any plan

So kids will have to wait


Good things keep coming my way
They never quite get here
but who’s gonna say
That I’m not bursting with joy
'cause good things keep coming my way


[instrumental solo]


Good things keep coming my way
They never quite get here
but who’s gonna say
That I’m not bursting with joy
'cause good things keep coming my way

Good things keep coming my way
Good things keep coming my way

Good things keep coming my way
Good things keep coming my way

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