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Conversion to Indifference

by Interlucid

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1.
Nobody Knows 02:26
Two weeks ago I didn't know I had a heart and now it's broken True love I thought I found but now I guess it's clear I’ll keep on lookin’ I used to wonder if you knew that I existed Now I know you are aware not interested And nobody knows 'Cause nobody cares No one remembers When I was there Nobody sees Nobody cries Nobody questions My lying eyes We're still friends 'cause I pretend I'm over you and it's alright You live your life I fake a smile My injury you'll never find I loved you more than any girl I've ever known But I guess it's fine I'll spend my life alone And nobody knows 'Cause nobody cares No one remembers When I was there Nobody sees Nobody cries Nobody questions My lying eyes Yeah, go talk to that guy over there. He's way more attractive than I am He would never hurt you I'm sure he'll exceed all your hopes and dreams And nobody knows 'Cause nobody cares No one remembers When I was there Nobody sees Nobody cries Nobody questions My lying eyes
2.
Pressure 03:01
Sweaty palms and a shivering heart Mind giving out when I need to play a part Clenched teeth in a circumstance What I would give for my brain to understand... ...the pressure's on Oh the pressure's on Out of time to deliberate Wasting away as I'm deciding fate Losing grip on reality For honor or panic or pain it's up to me... ...the pressure's on Oh the pressure's on Meditate on the consequence Dodging commitment as I sit on the fence Run away from my pride and shame What will they know that I've done when they hear my name ...the pressure's on Oh the pressure's on
3.
What can you feel when your heart is past feeling
 Working for some menial meaning 
Building a boat that will never stop leaking 
Dream of money, spend your money on dreaming Lift up your head, look into the sky 
Or so they say, I don’t know why 
I’ve tried to let go and fly away
 But when I dream, I feel the same! Crawl into bed, doubts are better unsaid
 Tangling and fighting inside of your head
 When finding a purpose is too large of a feat
 Each battle of reason another retreat Lift up your head, look into the sky 
Or so they say, I don’t know why 
I’ve tried to let go and fly away
 But when I dream, I feel the same! [bridge] Lift up your head, look into the sky 
Or so they say, I don’t know why 
I’ve tried to let go and fly away
 But when I dream, I feel the same!
4.
The Struggle 02:28
Tryin' to be kind Do you think I'll lose my mind? They're hiding in their lies Will they ever come to light? Lying in the haze Where reason goes to waste Fight it out a million ways Until we're fully fazed Am I ever free To but pretend I'm who I'd be Why can't they ever see That the problem isn't me? I should just move on Since we never get along They're right and I am wrong So let's sing a song, like [instrumental chorus] I get to decide 'Cause I'm so sure I'm right I say enough to slight And finish in a fight Wait and look at me I'm a frozen harmony I rule hypocrisy Bite my tongue until I bleed Will I ever earn The right to be assured Can confidence occur When my thoughts are in a blur What am I to do When my mind is under coup No solution comes to view So let's hum a tune, like [instrumental chorus] Where else can I go I have nothing more to show Why can't I take it slow Will I ever knoooooooooooow
5.
You ask me why I'm still in school I know you finished years ago It's easy when your cares are few Your balance never low But my grades won't be recorded If I'm working to afford it So I'll never graduate Good things keep coming my way They never quite get here but who’s gonna say That I’m not bursting with joy 'cause good things keep coming my way With each new job my rate goes down What gives if I'm more qualified I haven't graduated yet I promise you I tried They don't care that I'm earning it Just that I have an internship I'll never get a raise Good things keep coming my way They never quite get here but who’s gonna say That I’m not bursting with joy 'cause good things keep coming my way Oh we've been writing several months And we've been kissing several weeks I make her feel so special And I pay for what she eats But when I ask her for her hand She won't commit to any plan So kids will have to wait Good things keep coming my way They never quite get here but who’s gonna say That I’m not bursting with joy 'cause good things keep coming my way [instrumental solo] Good things keep coming my way They never quite get here but who’s gonna say That I’m not bursting with joy 'cause good things keep coming my way Good things keep coming my way Good things keep coming my way Good things keep coming my way Good things keep coming my way
6.
[Verse 1] Sail against the wind just to run the ship aground Overcome your fears when no one is around To see Clear the desert sand using nothing but your hands Keep on cooking rice 'cause it's all you have To eat Tell yourself again that you'll terraform Mars Someday not before you stop all the wars On earth Insist on working hard when you see no return Try to love again right after you've been burned It hurts [Chorus] You're one day closer to never You're one step closer to nowhere You're one thought closer to knowing One move closer to showing Should you keep on going? [Verse 2] When you were a child and you wanted the world Your dreams ran wild and your heart would burn Enough Now you look back if you even have time Remember the days when your life was a lie Of love You're running just to sleep, sprinting just to eat Staying alive being no easy feat At all Work has made a someday out of you Your drive meanwhile has slowed down to A crawl [Chorus] You're one day closer to never You're one step closer to nowhere You're one thought closer to knowing One move closer to showing Should you keep on going? [Bridge] How will you know that you're done? Will you slow or carry on? (When) [Chorus] You're one day closer to never You're one step closer to nowhere You're one thought closer to knowing One move closer to showing Should you keep on going? Should you keep on hoping?

about

This is my second EP. It was originally inspired by difficult challenges I faced as I wrapped up my time at college, got married, and eventually found a job. I'm glad to say that I've overcome most things I was worried about then. Of course I have a whole new set of problems now. You'll probably hear about those in the next album.

Throughout this time I had to come to terms with how music would fit in my life. At first I tried to produce other people's music for a living, but that failed dismally. So, I got a job in software engineering. I let that and video games eat up a lot of my time for a while. Eventually I decided I would try to release this album and then maybe focus on some more instrumental stuff until I buy a house and get a better studio space (currently I'm living in a one bedroom 450 sq ft apartment with my wife).

Now you know some of the story behind why things have been going the way they have. I hope you stay tuned for the future, because I'm just getting started.

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released October 17, 2018

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got laid off so I make music full time now

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